sepi sepi sendiri.. *ahhhayy!!

"di malam yg sesunyi ini.. aku sendiri.. tiada yg menemani.. "
ahahaha.. jijay kali..
mati lampu euy..! gk nyala2 nii.. adoohh.. payah ah..
i've got such a bad days recently.. not really bad days actually, just the circumstances dat made it to be bad days. i cant focus well, so not in d mood, my mind think wildly n my emotions hard to calm down. there's a big.. no, a HUGE word "WHY" n "HOW COME" in my head dat even myself cant answer it. or maybe, i just too dificult to accept it n admit "yes, its true.." huuftt.. this darkness makes my heart even worse.i hate being cheesy n blue like this. unlike others, me seems so hard to meet my spring comes.. i do give my effort though or maybe im just a sinner who hardly fight to wash my sins away??